here we go again

yup, i took 2 hpts and 2 bfps....woohoo!! took one yesterday and one today. the second line was faint, but that's exactly how i got mine with luch. words can't explain how i'm feeling. i'm over the moon and the hubs is too. we haven't stopped talking about this and he said that this one will be a girl lol. we haven't told anyone but luch. we told him that i have a baby in my tummy and he smiles. we asked him if he wants a sister or a brother and he said a sister. we're going to wait until i'm done with my 1st trimester before spreading the news.
i go in for a nurse visit on wednesday for an offical pregnancy test and then start all the paperwork. i'm soooooooo freaking happy!!!

cycle 9 & 2ww

i'm currently on cycle 9 and currently in my 2 ww. i couldn't tell you what dpo i'm actually on, but after obsessing on some symptoms i would have to say i'm on dpo 18. i felt for the first time in a very long time  o pains. that day was may 7th, so i'm going with that date. this excited me to the bone!!
now that i'm in my 2 ww here is what i've been feeling:

a few cramping and tenderness on my boobs. this is all a little over week one. these are normal af symptoms for me, so was not getting too excited on these. other symptoms that i've noticed are the freaking pimples that woke up with me a few days ago. i was telling dh how i'm all of sudden hiting puberity lol.
week two, nothing big same symptoms. i still have the tender boobs and light cramping. i have been feeling a bit weird after i eat sometimes. not so much like queakiness, but like maybe i ate too much feeling. i also have been very gassy and my bm have been completely off...sorry tmi lol i know. the end of last week i've been sooo hungry, but i've changed the way i've been eating. i have stopped eating so much sweets and started jogging again a couple of weeks ago and eating smaller meals throughout the day. this week has been torture for me. i'm starving & i'm super tired!!! i get up at 4 am m-f, but never felt so sleeping so early into my work shift which is 8:30 am. the past few days i've been fighting with myself to keep my eyes open while i'm driving on the freeway. yesterday was the worst. after exiting the freeway i caught a red light off the off ramp i kid you not, i closed my eyes for a sec i thought and i nodded off. i know so dangerous and i got scared because what made me open my eyes was felling my car moving very sloooow. ok so this is very usual. oh and another symptom is, i'm getting a lot of ligament pains. i feel this when i'm getting out of my car or just getting off from the sofa or chair.

well, those are my symptoms and i'm crossing my fingers for a bfp. today i'm going to get a hpt. i think this cycle could be it. i'll keep you all posted. cross your fingers for me. :)

on to cycle 8...boo!

so, af is in town again, whatever! not even in the mood to express how i feel about this. all i have to say is...I HATE YOU AF, PCOS & FIBROIDS!! *sigh*

ugh...

i'm on cd 26 and i didn't see any signs of ovulation and i'm getting closer to yet another visit from af. boobs are sore and last night some cramping started up. i'm on a chocolate bing & i'm cranky lol. this only happens when af is arriving...ugh...

cycle 7 and nothing

since i started charting back in july i haven't had any good charts. i'm now on cycle 7 and it's getting pretty frustrating. last cycle sucked really bad. af started off pretty heavy and awful. found out last month that i have a few fibroids sitting on the right side of my uterus and one good size on my bladder. geez first pcos and now fibroids...eek! after hearing this it depressed me that i cried for a few days. thought about how much harder it's going to be. another road block. i've know about these suckers, but never read about them until now. i'm not ready to give up my uterus, so i decided to deal with the flare ups and take it like a champ. this cycle was normal and pain free which i can say it was a happy period :). according to fertility friend my ovulation days is next week monday, tuesday & wednesday, but that can be misleading for a girl in my condition. ha let's see how this cycle plays out.

everyday they're shuffling...really they are!

so i haven't posted anything new on luch and one of his thing is shuffling. he shuffles every day!! he's a big LMFAO fan, you should see him do the wiggle wiggle lol. here is luch and elise shuffling. this was awhile ago when he still had his curls and his hair all up in his face.

enjoy :)

Epic Fail!

well af showed up wednesday night. this was an epic fail! so bummed. well i guess i'll be in the search of my bbt this weekend. now if i can only remember which box i put it in and where in the storage it's at. ugh...i hate going to the storage!