cycle 7 and nothing

since i started charting back in july i haven't had any good charts. i'm now on cycle 7 and it's getting pretty frustrating. last cycle sucked really bad. af started off pretty heavy and awful. found out last month that i have a few fibroids sitting on the right side of my uterus and one good size on my bladder. geez first pcos and now fibroids...eek! after hearing this it depressed me that i cried for a few days. thought about how much harder it's going to be. another road block. i've know about these suckers, but never read about them until now. i'm not ready to give up my uterus, so i decided to deal with the flare ups and take it like a champ. this cycle was normal and pain free which i can say it was a happy period :). according to fertility friend my ovulation days is next week monday, tuesday & wednesday, but that can be misleading for a girl in my condition. ha let's see how this cycle plays out.

everyday they're shuffling...really they are!

so i haven't posted anything new on luch and one of his thing is shuffling. he shuffles every day!! he's a big LMFAO fan, you should see him do the wiggle wiggle lol. here is luch and elise shuffling. this was awhile ago when he still had his curls and his hair all up in his face.

enjoy :)

Epic Fail!

well af showed up wednesday night. this was an epic fail! so bummed. well i guess i'll be in the search of my bbt this weekend. now if i can only remember which box i put it in and where in the storage it's at. ugh...i hate going to the storage!

2 ww

So I'm still charting and looks like i could be 14 DPO. Charting without temps is hard, at least for me. I don't get an acurate chart of when I O'd so trying to figure it out is kind of frustrating. I'm thinking if this month isn't it then I will begin to take my temp again. We've been BDing like crazy, but the last few cycles has been a BFN. I'm beginning to feel a bit disappointed. Disappointed because this can probably take another 3 yrs. The first year that luch was born we avoid it and then the beginning of the 2nd year we were like let's not avoid and let's see how it plays out, but nothing. Now we're on a mission and still nothing...ugh not going so good. I can only be positive. I wish I could be those women who just get pregnant just by being looked at lol.

I've been having some cramping on and off since last week. boobies are tender, but this could be because I'm not nursing much as before. Tired, but it's because I wake up at 4 am everyday to get my oldest son up for school. I make lunch for everyone and I sit in front of this computer, so I blame this on myself. Today I'm going to stop by the .99 store and pick up a HPT and see if it will be 1 line or 2 lines tomorrow.

charting again

6 months after delivering luch af became a regular in my life. every month she's on time maybe a few days late, but never misses a month. i know most women hate af, but i have to say, i'm happy with af. it's like for the first time in years my body is doing something right. now, i'm not sure how conceiving another baby will help, but i'm hoping it won't take 3 yrs.
i'm going to get into the whole charting thing again, but i can't let it take over my life. charting was serious business for me before luch came along. the hours i spent analyzing my chart was ridiculous. i was OBSESSED! i think this time around i might just go easy. i will not take my temps for now and see how it will go with just charting af and of course all the other ovulation signs.

i'm really excited! :)

hey there....

it's been almost a year since i have last updated my blog...shame on me!! it's been crazy between work, home and kids. i have become an old lady, i wake up super early, fall asleep where ever i sit, (doing the head nodding thing) and in bed by 8 p.m. i have to say that luch takes a lot of my sleep away. he's not a sleep through the night kind of kid. he's now 25 months old and still wakes up 2-3 times a night to nurse. yes, we're still nursing and i'm pretty amazed at myself for going this long. luch does have his good nights, once a week maaaybe twice a week where he'll wake up only once. i have thought about weening, but it's a lot harder than i thought. i've tried to not nurse him to sleep, but he cries and his face is just so sad...it breaks my heart. he'll lay his head on my check sign and he'll say "mommy, milk, milk this side" and he'll lay down in between the hub and i and smiles. that there gets me all the time and the whole weening process gets put on hold.

take a look at my luch. so different from the last pic i have posted. he now has long beautiful curls and i'm avoiding the whole "when are you cutting his hair?" question. i love love his hair and really don't want to cut it off!! this pic was taken on his 2nd birthday at the happiest place on earth, disneyland.


Since i posted a disneyland pic i might as well tell you about our first trip with luch. well, at first he was so afraid of every single ride we got him on, but towards the end of the night he started to enjoy it. he was having a ball on all the kiddie rides there and at california adventure. the best part was when luch got to meet mickey mouse. he's a big fan and loves to sing the mickey mouse club house song. when we got inside the house he was happy and calling out for mickey up until he was face to face with him. he panicked and cried, but still managed to say hi to him. while crying he shook mickey's hand, said "bye bye ickey" and threw him a kiss. that right there was the best moment, for me at least. it was like watching him overcome his fear and let me tell you luch has plenty. the next day all he talked about was mickey. we bought him a mickey mouse and he carried that with him for a week.

Aside from luch turning 2 this year my oldest son just accomplished his biggest milestone, he graduated from high school last week. it was a bittersweet moment for me, but i'm so very proud of him! now the next step is college. he'll be starting in less than 2 wks and is looking forward to the career he has been so wanting to learn, automotive technician.



as for my pretty girl, she will be entering 5th grade in sept. although she still has a couple more years in elementary, i'm just not ready for her to be a teenager. she's so lovable and sweet right now. teenagers tend to go through "teenage mood swings" lol.



hopefully i will be able to keep up with my blog. there has been so many times where i have so much to say and want to blog about, but then i get busy with something at work or home and i lose all energy. i really want to go back to blogging especially since we've have decided to have another child. :) so let the charting beginning, but not obsessively this time.

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