on to cycle 8...boo!

so, af is in town again, whatever! not even in the mood to express how i feel about this. all i have to say is...I HATE YOU AF, PCOS & FIBROIDS!! *sigh*

ugh...

i'm on cd 26 and i didn't see any signs of ovulation and i'm getting closer to yet another visit from af. boobs are sore and last night some cramping started up. i'm on a chocolate bing & i'm cranky lol. this only happens when af is arriving...ugh...

cycle 7 and nothing

since i started charting back in july i haven't had any good charts. i'm now on cycle 7 and it's getting pretty frustrating. last cycle sucked really bad. af started off pretty heavy and awful. found out last month that i have a few fibroids sitting on the right side of my uterus and one good size on my bladder. geez first pcos and now fibroids...eek! after hearing this it depressed me that i cried for a few days. thought about how much harder it's going to be. another road block. i've know about these suckers, but never read about them until now. i'm not ready to give up my uterus, so i decided to deal with the flare ups and take it like a champ. this cycle was normal and pain free which i can say it was a happy period :). according to fertility friend my ovulation days is next week monday, tuesday & wednesday, but that can be misleading for a girl in my condition. ha let's see how this cycle plays out.

everyday they're shuffling...really they are!

so i haven't posted anything new on luch and one of his thing is shuffling. he shuffles every day!! he's a big LMFAO fan, you should see him do the wiggle wiggle lol. here is luch and elise shuffling. this was awhile ago when he still had his curls and his hair all up in his face.

enjoy :)

Epic Fail!

well af showed up wednesday night. this was an epic fail! so bummed. well i guess i'll be in the search of my bbt this weekend. now if i can only remember which box i put it in and where in the storage it's at. ugh...i hate going to the storage!

2 ww

So I'm still charting and looks like i could be 14 DPO. Charting without temps is hard, at least for me. I don't get an acurate chart of when I O'd so trying to figure it out is kind of frustrating. I'm thinking if this month isn't it then I will begin to take my temp again. We've been BDing like crazy, but the last few cycles has been a BFN. I'm beginning to feel a bit disappointed. Disappointed because this can probably take another 3 yrs. The first year that luch was born we avoid it and then the beginning of the 2nd year we were like let's not avoid and let's see how it plays out, but nothing. Now we're on a mission and still nothing...ugh not going so good. I can only be positive. I wish I could be those women who just get pregnant just by being looked at lol.

I've been having some cramping on and off since last week. boobies are tender, but this could be because I'm not nursing much as before. Tired, but it's because I wake up at 4 am everyday to get my oldest son up for school. I make lunch for everyone and I sit in front of this computer, so I blame this on myself. Today I'm going to stop by the .99 store and pick up a HPT and see if it will be 1 line or 2 lines tomorrow.

charting again

6 months after delivering luch af became a regular in my life. every month she's on time maybe a few days late, but never misses a month. i know most women hate af, but i have to say, i'm happy with af. it's like for the first time in years my body is doing something right. now, i'm not sure how conceiving another baby will help, but i'm hoping it won't take 3 yrs.
i'm going to get into the whole charting thing again, but i can't let it take over my life. charting was serious business for me before luch came along. the hours i spent analyzing my chart was ridiculous. i was OBSESSED! i think this time around i might just go easy. i will not take my temps for now and see how it will go with just charting af and of course all the other ovulation signs.

i'm really excited! :)